Do you know what an oxymoron is? It is when you have two contradictory terms, for example, “cruel kindness”, “energetic exhaustion” and “handgun safety”. I’m not sure how it applies to my life but oxymoron comes to my mind when I think of where I am today.

It doesn’t make it any easier when taking an extra look at the “sowing Maria’s head up” picture- one part is smiling back at me and the other is scowling.