You know what I find is the most sad about having cancer? The fact that there is a chance I won’t see my little boy grow up. Zaman is trying to get him to go to sleep, reading his favorite book “Vad Gör Pop & Mio Nu?” for the umpteenth time.
When you have a child, very little else becomes as important. I worry about the world and try to make it a better place, but it stops being for my sake. It’s for that little boy crying out my name, “Mamma!”.
Goodnight Moon.

Ja, jag förstår att det nog är det tyngsta av allt. Så skulle jag också känna. Och jag gråter när jag tänker på det.
Kram till dig, min Maria!